stable

the only stability in my life is God. even here, God will bring me joy in the midst of this wreck. only He can set me free from this prison of shame

lessons

God-
You're teaching me some BIG lessons for such a small person. thank You for trusting me with such important truths and removing the scales from my eyes. i learn slowly but i learn deeply.

always Yours.

inability

i feel completely unable to handle any of this.

i need God.

irritations

i’m tired of this fickle, inconsistent, flip-floppy game that so many play.

isn’t anyone dependable these days?

forgiveness.

alone in that little black car for a 360 mile stretch, i was able to forgive.
to relinquish that burden of bitterness,
and grasp onto God's sweet, sweet love in its stead.

conversations with friends

as we talked today it became apparent to both of us: we are totally and completely oblivious to our own sins.

jesus can i have your lenses to examine my life? please reveal the darkest areas of my heart so that i can become more and more like you.